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[Jan. 18th, 2005|10:27 pm] |
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| | i'm a mess- murmurs | ] |
woo hoo, i finally conquered the stick shift. it took me all weekend but everyones tips sure paid off. poor yadira, on our way to moreno valley we stopped in traffic and i couldnt get the car into first gear. melissa showed me how to put the car into first gear going uphill. that was the scariest part. im happy i learned to drive a stick, but i get my car back this week so im happy.
yay i have a date this thursday. im nervous, ive never really done the whole dating thing. i hope things go well, im sure they will, we've already hung out before but amongst friends, and now it'll be just the two of us.
tomorrow i have a meeting with eddie about the youth program we're starting in the bienestar center. if anyone has any ideas for me, i'd be very grateful. |
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[Jan. 13th, 2005|11:46 pm] |
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say it
"i'm in love with you polly"
just say it |
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[Jan. 11th, 2005|10:02 pm] |
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it gave me too many little things and nothing big |
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[Jan. 6th, 2005|11:32 pm] |
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| |  discontent | ] |
| [ | music |
| | rilo kiley -papillon | ] |
. ... . .. ....
.. .. .. ... . .. .. ..
. ..you're . . . . ..
...... .the . . .. .
..... most. . .
. . .exhausting. . ...
. . . ...girl . ...
. ..... ..i . ... ...
. .... ....ever . .. .
.......knew. . .. ..
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[Jan. 2nd, 2005|07:42 pm] |
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i had an awesome new years eve and new years day with laura, cecilia, melissa, sophia, isaac and audrey. we laughed and gave advice, danced and sung , watched conan and saw the two giant heads making out, melissa ate menudo, and more menudo , watched the ball drop (or apple drop as cecilia said lol.) and kissed everyone at midnight. cecilia had her video camera glued to her hand and video taped everything. we watched the video the next day. it was so random. laura flipped off the camera like 20 times. in one shot audrey was talking and laughing and a second later she was knocked out on the bed. cecilia got crazy with the camera.
i went to work today worried because i hadnt finished the paperwork from last wednesday but i was lucky that they didnt catch it so i got to finish it today. anthony surprised me with a harmonica which was really sweet of him. and now im so excited to start learning songs on it.
yadira is back from mexicali... woooooo hooo, i missed her. :(
anyway... happy new year to everyone who will possibly read this.....
frank- i hope this new year brings you lots of love and new adventures (our trip to spain eh?)
demetria- i hope you take those great classes you were telling me about at csusb and start up that feminist club, and that things get better at home. oh, and that you find the car of your dreams.
jovany- i hope the best for you with your boyfriend i hear about and that you run with the whole window display thing... since they admired your art at reflections, maybe you can start a portfolio and do it for other stores... sounds like a lot of fun.
i wish the best for everyone this year, that youre always happy and healthy. i love every one of you.
yay oasis tonight with michael. we get to see my favorite drag queen morgan, shes HOT. |
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| i told her she was cute... she said, "you're cute..... for a girl" |
[Dec. 16th, 2004|11:24 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | The Falling - PJ Harvey | ] |
i went to nick's cafe tonight for open mic. night. i showed up alone and listened to a few people sing. one guy's song made me cry and i was sitting in a spot where everyone would look at me if i got up so i just hid my face in my arm. but it was beautiful. a little later yadira and mac arrived and made me happy. yadira gave me an early christmas present which was very sweet of her. it was mittens and some very cute slippers that look like mary janes which i will definitely wear on christmas day while i drink my hot chocolate.
i didnt recite my poems there tonight even though i promised i would. but i will next thursday when melissa,sophia,laura and cecilia are there. i need a strong lesbian presence because i'm going to recite alix olson's "cute for a girl" and dedicate it to them , woo hoo.. . i've always had stage fright but i'm working on gettin' some ovaries and it will be ON that night.
my upward bound winter reunion is coming up.. so im excited. i see these people but once a year so its gonna be nice...
oh oh, my grandfathers surgery went well so i'm happy about that.
elizabeth gets back from new york tomorrow.. i miss her :( |
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[Dec. 9th, 2004|11:56 pm] |
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Sad sad news.. a friend of mine from high school passed away a little over a month ago and i just recently recieved the news . im soooo sad. he was such an awesome person. his mother had just passed away a couple of months before he did so i hear he was already going through a lot. I cant believe it. He was too young to go.
More sad news. A relative of mine who is very young (mid 20s) was recently diagnosed with ovarian cancer. They removed her ovaries in hope that it would remove the cancer as well but it spread. Shes undergone chemotherapy and other treatments but i hear things arent looking too good. Please pray for her (Mayra) in whichever way you choose, that she get through this and is able to live out her life longer.
Another person to pray for.. my grandfather in mexico is getting a pacemaker tomorrow. i hope all goes well with his operation. |
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[Dec. 9th, 2004|12:16 am] |
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name = patti
x. birthday =march 16 1984
x. piercings = 2 on each ear
x. tattoos = nope
x. height = 5' umm 3'' ?
x. shoe size = 71/2 or 8
x. hair color = black
x. length = sorta long
x. siblings = 3
x. pets = k in my heart
last...
x. movie you rented = a day without a mexican (wasnt too fond of it, could have been way better)
x. movie you bought = the life and times of andy warhol
x. song you listened to = glendora-rilo kiley
x. song that was stuck in your head: better than chocolate
x. song you've downloaded = umm
x. cd you bought = pj harvey's b-sides
x. person you've called = melissa
x. person that's called you =yadira
x. tv show you've watched = none
x. you have a bf or gf = nope
x. you have a crush on someone = eh
x. you wish you could live somewhere else = moving to silverlake... hopefully sooner than later
x. you think about suicide = no
x. you believe in online dating = not for me
x. others find you attractive = who?
x. you want more piercings = neh
x. you want more tattoos = i want one, yes
x. you drink = a little
x. you do drugs = nope
x. you smoke = nope, well, a hooka once in a while
x. you like cleaning = cleaning what?
x. you like roller coasters = yes except for the ones that fall straight down
x. you write in cursive or print = either/or
x. you carry a donor card =no, but I think I might...if I'm in bad enough shape to constitute them thinking about taking my organs then they can just take them, I read an article about it...it was really nice, about how even though you can't see, you can help someone else to
x. long distance relationships = hmm. can work, if both people try hard enough and really want it to work out.
x. using someone = not nice
x. suicide = it's sad that many people's last resort is death.
x. killing people = i would never. blatanly, its wrong. no matter what. if it happens through self defense though, thats another story
x. teenage smoking = is horrid
x. doing drugs = ir horrid-er
x. premarital sex = it all depends
x. driving drunk = never should be done
x. gay/lesbian relationships = super normal and great
x. soap operas = blah, so fake, now, agujetas de color de rosa, that was great. lol
favorite...
x. food = fried tofu yes.
x. song = rilo kiley-portions for foxes
x. thing to do = paint, photograph, dance!
x. sports = golf, soccer, softball
x. drinks = water
x. clothes = sweaters!
x. movies = amelie, talk to her, beetlejuice, hairspray
x. band = le tigre, breeders
x. holiday = christmas
x. cars = any that gets me far
x. ever cried over a girl = ya :(
x. ever lied to someone = oh yea
x. ever been arrested = nope .lol
what...
x. shampoo do you use = finesse
x. perfume do you use = um
x. shoes do you wear = converse and flats
x. are you scared of = deer
number...
x. of times I have been in love? = once
x. of times I have had my heart broken? once but its getting restored. :)
x. of hearts I have broken? = none
x. of boys I have kissed? = nothing more than a peck on the lips
x. of girls I have kissed? = ummm, going on 8 lol
x. of men I've slept with? = none
x. of girls I've slept with? = one
x. of continents I have lived in? = one
x. of drugs taken illegally? = none
x. of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends? = five
x. of people I consider my enemies? = none
x. of people from high school that I stayed in contact with? = a few
x. of cd's that I own? = upwards of 40 , half of which itruly enjoy
x. of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? = only in my high school paper
x. of scars on my body? = on my knees from my treadmill accident lol, on my wrists from making cheese sandwiches
x. of things in my past that I regret? = regret gets me nowhere, i've given up regretting |
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[Dec. 8th, 2004|07:54 pm] |
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| | happy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | glendora- rilo kiley ( i forgot the song existed) | ] |
i had an awesome date with laura and cecilia yesterday. we had lunch in a diner in claremont, our waitress was super beautiful. we shopped at rhino records where i bought the the latest issue of bust and a zine' on gender bending. laura bought me a sailor hat which i wore when we took booth pictures. i sat in the middle and they sat on either side of me and gave me a kiss. i was "pimping" it in that sailor hat. lol. then we went to some record store in ontario and thrift store shopping. oh yea, cecilia looked hot in those thick eyebrows and mustache i bought for her.
i had breakfast with yadira today before work. too bad we have to hold off on going to see the apartments in silverlake until i get my car back.
i played M.A.S.H today with my friend sophia at work. Apparently, i will marry, i'm sorry, have a civil union with L, live in a mansion, be rich, drive a mustang and have 2 kids. sounds like a plan. |
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[Dec. 4th, 2004|10:07 pm] |
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ahhhhhhhhhhhh... i've been having the worst luck i swear. today's been sooooo exhausting. i finally got my car back today from the shop.. yay. i said i'd take such good care of her from now on, wash her every week, keep her clean, and love her .... so i got in my car and it was the cleanest its been since i first had it. beautiful. so here i go driving my happy ass to melissa and sophia's house when... BAM... i crash. WTF? i only drove it for 30 minutes. hahahaha. i was hysterical. the air bags deployed and broke my front windshield. i have this huge gash on my stomach up to my left boob. smoke filled the car and i thought i was gonna pass out. all the while rilo kiley's tunes could be faintly heard in the background. straight out of a movie.
i was freaking out. i first walked off to the side and dialed my mom to come since i didnt have any papers.. then i called melissa and let her know i wasnt gonna be able to make it afterall . LOL.
so now, i guess i just have to wait another month or so for my baby. i miss her already. i feel so bad.
AND THEN. elizabeth dropped her beloved dog lily on the ground and hit her head. elizabeth started freaking out saying that she killed her. lily's tongue was hanging out, staring blankly and motionless. just when we thought she wouldnt make it, my dad started giving her c.p.r and she started breathing. a miracle. shes doing ok now, breathing better and moving a little more, but i dont think shes gonna be ok. shes already old, and very tiny. i felt so bad and i was scared for elizabeth.
but thank God i'm ok and that lily's ok. i'm not gonna be mean to her from now on. we're gonna bond. |
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| where are the waves? |
[Nov. 20th, 2004|08:30 pm] |
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| | excited | ] |
| [ | music |
| | portions for foxes - rilo kiley | ] |
well, its been over a year since i've written in this thing. just to say... happy birthday to...frank. i know i ma little late with it but hey. i was lookin through my stuff and saw a pic i took of a cake frank bought me for my birthday this year and really wanted to say happy birthday to him but i lost his number. anyway.. happy birthday, hope things are going well. .. .
le tigre was awesome, i saw them at el rey tuesday with melissa sophia laura cecilia and audrey. we danced all night and took the most amazing pictures. rilo kiley at the glass house a few weeks ago was awesome as well. jenny lewis looked more beautiful than ever. |
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[Sep. 25th, 2003|09:05 pm] |
hey alicia, thanks for fixing my lj. it looks great. awe! just for that you deserve a little whipping from me at the le sex shoppe at 3 in the morning. hehe. sorry about that.
so diana and i want to open up our own shop. yay, it's gonna soooo happen, and its gonna be great. its gonna be the best store ever! we're gonna sell purses and clothes and jewelry and books and shoes and pillows and everything everything. yea. HI DIANA! what should our store be called? |
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| yay! |
[Jul. 27th, 2003|11:44 pm] |
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five more days until demi and i get to move into the apartment. i am super excited. i cant wait. i miss sleeping with her and waking up holding her in the morning. i miss fending for each other. i especially miss us sitting together watching endless hours of the game show network.
we already found bedding that we'd like to have and mu uncle even said he'd build us a platform bed which is super cool of him, he's even giving us his couches. our beautiful dining table is just waiting for us at walmart. frank is selling us his refrigerator and we have pretty much everything we need to live comfortably for a while. so i think we're set.
i'm happy mm hmm.
today i went to my grandparents house in l.a. it was my grandma's 61st-even-though-she-looks-45- birthday. :)
my family's great.
ok, im off to bed. i have a busy day ahead of me. goodnight everyone! |
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[Jul. 24th, 2003|10:51 pm] |
You're in luv with Sadie Benning from Le Tigre.
Yeah, she's not a guy, but she might as well
be. She's sexy, fun, educated, and daring.
She can disco all night, and that's fucking
awesome. You song? Deceptacon - now fucking
dance!
Who's Your (real) Indie Rock Boyfriend?
brought to you by Quizilla |
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| ahhhhhh |
[Jun. 30th, 2003|12:38 am] |
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i worked alllll dayyyy longggg. poor patti. i opened at 10:30 am and left at 10:30 p.m :( i was sad cuz i didnt get to spend time with demi and now i'm all tired and sleepy :( but i cant go to sleep, cuz i have to leave here at 4:30 to take demi to her first day of work. yay. she doesnt know i'm going yet so.. lol. i just hope she doesnt leave before i get there :( that would make me sad :(
conan is sitting here scratching at something. he's one crazy cat.
ahhh im too tired to write :( k bye
ohh there's a scary guy in muscoy, sb.. i HATE him. he's stupid and mean. he's mean cuz he scares me :( yuck! |
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| razors, NOT raisins |
[Jun. 27th, 2003|11:12 pm] |
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| |  thirsty | ] |
so i spent the last three days with demi at her house, and i even spent the night two nights in a row. wooo.. i know i'm pushing it, but it was worth it. i has a really great time. we got to sleep next to each other, but of course we couldn't hold each other for the fear of falling asleep like that and her mom catching us in the morning, yea, that wouldnt be good. we had really nice days together. we just did the usual, watch movies, and tv, we went to the mall and to the photo museum.
roger was there the whole time i was there, (naturally, it is afterall, his home as well.) and he was really nice to me. at one point, he asked demi for what i thought were "raisins" and after i found the pack of raisins, he nicely corrected me, "not raisins, i said "razors."" i was sooooo embarassed, but at least he as well as demi and i, had a good laugh out of it.
so yeah, i'm really looking forward to getting the apartment with demi, we have it all planned out, and this time, i know we wont let each other down. |
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| i miss demi :( |
[Jun. 24th, 2003|11:54 pm] |
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it's getting late and i'm getting sleepy. i slept like a (animal that sleeps a lot goes here) today. but i'm in a good mood. i'm in the best mood i've been in, in a long time. i owe my good mood to the way things are going with demi and i. yea, i miss her horribly every night, but things are going good regardless. not only that, but i'm also glad that her mom really likes me, and that roger is even remotely interested in me, and also very nice to me.
i'm happy cuz i get to go see demi tomorrow morning. and for once, we have a plan, well, places that we're going to definitely go to, which will cut 89% of the fighting out since we dont have to worry about where to go and what to do. awe, i dont like to argue with her :( i love her too much.
i'm going to mexico for the month of july. i'm really excited, i haven't been there in about a year and a half which isn't a long time, but its always a treat to go. i miss my family. just being there is a breath of fresh air. i love the area and i love the people.
now i must head off to bed before i fall asleep typing. goodnight everyone!! |
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